pandora is on blast right now.
sitting in my apartment with nothing but overloaded suitcases, piles of clothes, old journals, magazines, and my adorable fish swimming around in their sparkling tank is SO EXCITING, but at the same time so depressing.
i feel like i may or may not have blogged about this before, but i'm finally starting to feel like i'm where i'm suppose to be.
UTAH, of all places.
when i left my old apartment to move a few streets over it was no big deal.
pretty sure i only told a few of my roommates goodbye, and it's sad to say this but it really wasn't a big deal to me.
now i'm leaving this apartment, going home for a month, and moving across the parking lot and it's like the end of the world.
i've been taken out to dinners, movie dates up the ying, and parties after parties that all seem to be about ending this brief moment of time i've spent with everyone, and beginning this new chunk of time i'm facing.
the silly part is that when i come back i'll be enjoying the future with the same people.
sure my brother will be home, and a few more friends will be down here, but my best friends i've spent every second with these past few months will be here waiting for me to get back.
point is, i'm sad to be leaving just as i'm getting comfortable with where i am.
but i'm excited to see where i'm going..
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