forever mine

the family came down to utah this past weekend, and you know i ate that family time up.

i forget how much i miss them. my little nephews, abby lou, my sister, my dad, my mama, and of course... taylor.
but i like.. miss them. i miss them so much it's disgusting.

waiting for them to arrive, i feel like a kid waiting in line for her first ride on a roller coaster because she just reached the height limit. then they come and the roller coaster takes off, and i'm being whipped back and forth, hands up in the air, giggling at every twist and turn. but every roller coaster has to come to an end because i'm pretty sure that would be way illegal and death threatening if they never did. so i go up and over the last loopty loop, the roller coaster slows down to a stop, i unbuckle, say my goodbyes and the family is gone. 


so there i go. back to the very end of the roller coaster ride. waiting for another turn.


question #1 where is my fast pass?
question #2 why can't my roller coaster rides be more frequent?
question #3 wasn't my analogy with the roller coaster ride and my family visiting perfect?

i think the only reason i'm missing my family so much right now, is because i'm finally wrapping up the kiddish part of my life. i'm making the transition from student to career, and g r o w i n g  u p.


it's terrifying. 


...but i can't wait. 


and let's not forget, my family is forever mine.